Dhooriyan

Sham ka waqt tha .....main balcony mey

apni armchair pey baithe dhoor suraj ko

doobta dekh rahi thi

Mere ghar se nikal ke ek rasta

Gali key nukkad pe mudta hai

jispey kaii logon ka aana jana

chalta hai...................................

Achanak!! ek parchai....

kuch jani pehchani

samney se aati dikhlai di...

chashma pehan key dekha toh

bhi... thik pehchan naa saki

Kuch der saans mano tham si gayi

phir unn dinon ki dhoondli yaadon

mey gum ho gayi............

phir....... achanak ek awaz sunai di

mano darwazey pe kisi ney dastak ki

Unkey jaaney ke baad .........

koi toh mere ghar aata nahi tha

phir achanak yeh aaj kaun aa gaya?

Kaanp tey hue kadmon ko sambhala

thees kadmon ki dhoori pe khadey

Darwazey ko khola

Darwaza khola toh dekha

Security guard khada tha

Usney mere haath mey parchi

thamatey hue kaha... yeh sahab

aapsey milney aye hain

Mainey parchi kholke dekha

uspey kisi ka naam likha tha

haath ki likhai pehchani si lagi

aur naam bhi pehchana tha

Phir se barson baad unka chehra

samney aya tha...............

Kuch der khadi sochti rahi

phir security guard bola.......

kya hua madam......aap janti hain unhey

kya kahoon jakar ...

Aap milengi unsey?

Mainey hichkichatey hue kaha

Haan.......

tum bhejdo... main miloongi unsey

Darwaza khula chod

Main phir balcony mey ja khadi hui

tabhi ..unkey kadmon ki ahat sunai di

Peechey mudkey dekha....

woh khaday thay

kai baras pehlay jo mujhey milay thay

Unkay chehray pe halki jhurriyan thin

Ankhon mey golden chashma

aur balon may halki safedi thi

Unhonay dheemay se aakar poocha

Kaisi ho.........??

main chup rahi

phir poocha ....

Chai peeogay.......?

unhonay kaha

haan...... par bina chinee ki

mainey poocha yeh bina chinee ki

aadat kab dali?

Unhonay kaha ....jabsey tumhari

Parchai saath chod gayi.......

Mainey Ankh utha kar dekha

aur phir hanstey hue kaha

saath chod ke jana toh likha tha

tumney bhi toh kabhi mujhey roka nahi tha

Tumhari zindagi ek alag mod pe khadi thi

meri tumhari soch ke beech ek deewar khadi thi

Saath rehtey toh shayad ek dujey ko

samajh naa paatey

Ladtey jhgadtey hue waqt beetatey

Humara door jaana hi munasib tha

Ek doojey ki kami ke saath jina

yeh zaroori tha................

phir itney salon baad kyon aye ho?

kya kuch choot gaya hai jo lene aye ho?

Wo Kuch tasweerein hain jeenhey dekhti hoon

kuch batein aur kuch meethay pal hain

jeenhey yaad karke hansti hoon

Chaho toh baki sab tum le jana

par inhey yehin tum chod jana...

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Par inhey yehin tum chod jana..

___________________________________Deep 11th august 2011

Unkahey sawal

Tum aye meri zindgi mey

ye kissa maine likha tha

Khali pannon mey kayi baar

tumhara naam likhke mitaya tha

Samajh na saki uss rishtey ko

jo mainey tumse joda tha

Pyar tha yaa kewal ek ehsaas

jo mujhey choo key gaya tha

Tumhari woh meethi batein

mere maan ko bhathi thin

Waqt ki kami haar dum

mujhey Satati thin

Choti choti baaton mey

woh ruthna tumhara

choti choti baton mey

woh manana mera

Naa janey kyon aaj bhi

bhoola naa saki

Kya tum bhool paye ho unn Palon ko Kabhi??

kaise samjhaoon is dil ko

key woh rishta toh ek khwab tha

jo peechey choot gaya

khali pannon mey kuch

unkahe sawal chod gaya....

unn sawalon key jawab aaj bhi

main dhoondti hoon

sheeshey mein apni tasweer

dekh khud sey batein karti hoon

Hansti hoon, Rothi hoon

khud ko sambhalti hoon

Phir Jiwan ki nayi shuruat karney

Apney kadam badhati hoon

kaii baar laga ki poochoon tumse

kya yeh dosh kewal mera tha??

jo yeh rishta maine tumsey joda tha..

Samajh naa saki unn ehsason ko

jinko saath jiya tha

pal do pal ka sath sahi

par pyar tumhey bhi hua tha...

par pyar tumhey bhi hua tha....

............................... Deep 10th august 2011

Jivan saathi

Khamosh si zindagi

guzar rahi thi kahin,

tanhaiyon may

bhatakti yuhin.

milogey kabhi

ye ahsaas tha sahi

par kahan

kuch pata nahin.

puchti thi ye sawal

dil se kai bar

kab khatam hoga

ye intezar

tumhare intezar mey

sanwar rahi thi kahin

phoolon se baate

kartin thi yuhin.

pagli si khoyi si

udti hui titli si

tumse mili achanak

simti hui kali si

sapna tha shayad

jo sach ho gaya

zindagi ka safar

yun rangin ho gaya

-----Deep

04/1/2008

Mamta

Aaj ki subah kuch alag hai,

Hawa may ek mithi si khushboo hai,

Kya tumhey maloom hai ??

mere bagichey mey, ek phool khila hai,

Us phool ka naam jantey ho kya hai??

Shoubhik………..

sabse ek dum alag,

Apni hi duniya mey magan………

Prashnon se bahrey huye uskey Nayan,

Mano pooch raheyn hon….. ki yeh kaun si jagah hai?

Yeh mere aas paas ke log kaun hain ??,

Uski do ujwal ankhen ,

Kabhi haansthin hain…, tho Kabhi rothin hain aur …….

kabhi ….

Achanak apni chanchal nigahon se, mujjhe dhoondthin hain,

Phool ki pankhudi jaisin uski naram palkein,

Band ankhon se apni alag kahani kehthin hain,

Sapnon ki duniya mein khokey yunhi,

Muskuraney lagti hain…………..

Naram Naram se Chotey do haath,

Unn Hathon ki choti -choti Ungliyan

Mere gaalon ko choothi hain,

Mera aanchal khinchkey,,,

apni oor Buulathin hain,

aur… maano yeh kehti hain……..

Maa !!……. mere saath khelo naa,

mujhey kahani sunao naa……….

Tum itney kaamon mey uljhi kyon ho???

Mere paas Aao Naa….

Sach mein………

Bada pyara hai yeh rishta

Har rishtey se bilkul alag,

Meethas sey ghula hua,

Mamta sey bhara hua….

Kaisey bandhoon inn Palon ko??

Tere is Masoom Bachpan ko,

Kho to Naa doongi tujhey kahin???

Phir tujhey Dhoondongi kaisey?

Uska pata maloom nahin….

Deep (July 17th 2011)

Aaj bhi yaad hai mujhay ...

Aaj bhi yaad hai mujhay ...
December ki woh thandi subah,
Khidki se jhanka ..... toh
dhundh kay siway kuch na dikha.

Razai ki garmi se nikalkar,
sinkudti hui kuch der main
Khidki kay seerhanay khadi sochti rahi,
Kay Kash..... yeh subah yenhi ruk jaye.

Kohrey say gili mitti ki khushbu,
patton pay giri oons ki Boondein,
oons say gili ghaans ki narmi,
..... aaj bhi yaad hai mujhay..

Suraj ki garam kiranon say,
Woh dhimay dhimay Kohray,
Ka pighalna............
Kahin door say aayi
thandi hawa ka mujhsay
Yeh kahana, ki
..........Jaago subah ho gayi
Yuun Khadi khadi tum Kahan kho gayi??

Beetay unn palon ki dhundhli chavii
Hawa mein ghuli uss angeethi say
Nikli Dhoonye ki khushbu
aaj bhi yaad hai mujhay

Kaash unn palon say
Phir mulakat ho jaaye
ghari ki sui thori der
ke liye yunhi rook jaaye

................toh khud say poonchu

Kyon yeh waqt rookta nahin??
unn palon ko phir say jinay deta nahin??
duniya ki iis daud may jaanay
yeh paal kho gaye hain kahin........

Deep