Thursday, August 11, 2011

Dhooriyan

Sham ka waqt tha .....main balcony mey
apni armchair pey baithe dhoor suraj ko
doobta dekh rahi thi
Mere ghar se nikal ke ek rasta
Gali key nukkad pe mudta hai
jispey kaii logon ka aana jana
chalta hai...................................

Achanak!! ek parchai....
kuch jani pehchani
samney se aati dikhlai di...
chashma pehan key dekha toh
bhi... thik pehchan naa saki
Kuch der saans mano tham si gayi
phir unn dinon ki dhoondli yaadon
mey gum ho gayi............

phir....... achanak ek awaz sunai di
mano darwazey pe kisi ney dastak ki
Unkey jaaney ke baad .........
koi toh mere ghar aata nahi tha
phir achanak yeh aaj kaun aa gaya?
Kaanp tey hue kadmon ko sambhala
thees kadmon ki dhoori pe khadey
Darwazey ko khola

Darwaza khola toh dekha
Security guard khada tha
Usney mere haath mey parchi
thamatey hue kaha... yeh sahab
aapsey milney aye hain
Mainey parchi kholke dekha
uspey kisi ka naam likha tha
haath ki likhai pehchani si lagi
aur naam bhi pehchana tha
Phir se barson baad unka chehra
samney aya tha...............

Kuch der khadi sochti rahi
phir security guard bola.......
kya hua madam......aap janti hain unhey
kya kahoon jakar ...
Aap milengi unsey?

Mainey hichkichatey hue kaha
Haan.......
tum bhejdo... main miloongi unsey

Darwaza khula chod
Main phir balcony mey ja khadi hui
tabhi ..unkey kadmon ki ahat sunai di
Peechey mudkey dekha....
woh khaday thay
kai baras pehlay jo mujhey milay thay
Unkay chehray pe halki jhurriyan thin
Ankhon mey golden chashma
aur balon may halki safedi thi

Unhonay dheemay se aakar poocha
Kaisi ho.........??
main chup rahi
phir poocha ....
Chai peeogay.......?
unhonay kaha
haan...... par bina chinee ki
mainey poocha yeh bina chinee ki
aadat kab dali?
Unhonay kaha ....jabsey tumhari
Parchai saath chod gayi.......

Mainey Ankh utha kar dekha
aur phir hanstey hue kaha
saath chod ke jana toh likha tha
tumney bhi toh kabhi mujhey roka nahi tha
Tumhari zindagi ek alag mod pe khadi thi
meri tumhari soch ke beech ek deewar khadi thi

Saath rehtey toh shayad ek dujey ko
samajh naa paatey
Ladtey jhgadtey hue waqt beetatey
Humara door jaana hi munasib tha
Ek doojey ki kami ke saath jina
yeh zaroori tha................
phir itney salon baad kyon aye ho?
kya kuch choot gaya hai jo lene aye ho?

Wo Kuch tasweerein hain jeenhey dekhti hoon
kuch batein aur kuch meethay pal hain
jeenhey yaad karke hansti hoon
Chaho toh baki sab tum le jana
par inhey yehin tum chod jana...
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Par inhey yehin tum chod jana..

___________________________________Deep 11th august 2011

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Unkahey sawal

Tum aye meri zindgi mey
ye kissa maine likha tha
Khali pannon mey kayi baar
tumhara naam likhke mitaya tha

Samajh na saki uss rishtey ko
jo mainey tumse joda tha
Pyar tha yaa kewal ek ehsaas
jo mujhey choo key gaya tha

Tumhari woh meethi batein
mere maan ko bhathi thin
Waqt ki kami haar dum
mujhey Satati thin

Choti choti baaton mey
woh ruthna tumhara
choti choti baton mey
woh manana mera
Naa janey kyon aaj bhi
bhoola naa saki
Kya tum bhool paye ho unn Palon ko Kabhi??

kaise samjhaoon is dil ko
key woh rishta toh ek khwab tha
jo peechey choot gaya
khali pannon mey kuch
unkahe sawal chod gaya....

unn sawalon key jawab aaj bhi
main dhoondti hoon
sheeshey mein apni tasweer
dekh khud sey batein karti hoon
Hansti hoon, Rothi hoon
khud ko sambhalti hoon
Phir Jiwan ki nayi shuruat karney
Apney kadam badhati hoon

kaii baar laga ki poochoon tumse
kya yeh dosh kewal mera tha??
jo yeh rishta maine tumsey joda tha..
Samajh naa saki unn ehsason ko
jinko saath jiya tha
pal do pal ka sath sahi
par pyar tumhey bhi hua tha...
par pyar tumhey bhi hua tha....
............................... Deep 10th august 2011

Jivan saathi

Khamosh si zindagi
guzar rahi thi kahin,
tanhaiyon may
bhatakti yuhin.

milogey kabhi
ye ahsaas tha sahi
par kahan
kuch pata nahin.

puchti thi ye sawal
dil se kai bar
kab khatam hoga
ye intezar

tumhare intezar mey
sanwar rahi thi kahin
phoolon se baate
kartin thi yuhin.

pagli si khoyi si
udti hui titli si
tumse mili achanak
simti hui kali si

sapna tha shayad
jo sach ho gaya
zindagi ka safar
yun rangin ho gaya

-----Deep
04/1/2008